Glits X Glam

2009-03-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

Update this space soon.
On tempo hiatus.

2008-12-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

HTTP://WWW.XANGA.COM/ALLTHEGLITANDGLAM FOR QUIRKY THEORIES BASE ON THINKINGS AND MIS-SPELT WORDS IN WEIRD WAYS. WOOOOOO.

2008-12-04T01:01:00.000-08:00

18teen To-Be and it feels like a new Rebirth thing. No Kidding.

Ohh-kay. So I made a list to get me by next year (early bird catches the worms!) and this time round, I am so making sure I fulfill it:

*Keep to my Daily-Planner

*Get by my Semester 2 with no hic-cups on the wayy
*Kick off procrastination and get addicted to hardworking
*Actually complete writing a new story FINALLY

*Shift to a new school environment for good

*No more playing mean girl in school

*Finish the levels of Basic Jap by Jan so I can move on quicker
*Leave this shithole for a period of time
*Stop Shopping and save Mon-eeee!

*Get a part-time job to contribute to traveling funds

yeahhh. I should get by two-o-o-nine smoothly by abiding to the followings. HAWHAW. gotta sleep now. my eye bags are starting to block my vision. pfftttt.

x
WonderGirl

2008-11-29T11:55:00.000-08:00

Awoke once the first ray of sunlight has escaped the curtains and hit me real hard. Biggy Pops was wondering how I could get up so early on a weekend and not do the same on dreadful school days. tsktsk. So I spent my entire morning alone at home parading in my bathing suit and punching in Piggy's crib number a billion and one times to wake her lazy ass up and go down to the beach with me to get a After-so-long tan for good but to no avail. I ended up deciding to head there alone (Krazy I know) but procrastinate and now the Sun decided to sneak a nap behind the clouds and I am alone at home to sulk to my own reflection. Sigh. This is stupid.

All these krazy ideas just from another Kate Cann's book. This time its about three girls having a beautiful and magical holiday down at Greece for the ENTIRE SUMMER. Geez. Imagine all the fit blokes with pur-fecto tans, Breath-taking sceneries, Various exotic beaches to spent your mornings/afternoons/nights at, The vivid nightlife styles where they live to the 'The Night Is Young' prophecy or Just chillaxing with the Peeps in a Cafe slipping Ice-Lattes.. Gawd. Now I wish I was a storybook character.

Me in Greece. HAWHAW.

yes yes. very much bored.

Muse; addictive and goooooooood.

"Dangle Me Heartie By de Plank."
WonderGirl;

2008-11-26T18:19:00.000-08:00

ALOT HAS BEEN...

Everything up and running on Facebook.
Ch-ch-check it Outt.

I'll see you all back at De Ol' Xanga after de 8th.
12 days more.

toot-toots

2008-11-18T19:15:00.000-08:00

IN MY SILLY TIME CAPSULE

A Couple Of Weeks Back:

This here is 'Salami'. HAHA. WE (Cousins) nicknamed him that cause he's so Pui Pui and Lazy and Old. Had Shit loads of laughter thinking up stupid names for him on the way.
And each time we put him at one spot for long, He will refuse to move!!!

SEE! I NEVER BLUFF YOU! HAHAHAHA! SALAMI IS MY NEW CUTECUTEzZz.

Anw, I acquired a 10 Things to accomplish before my miserable 18th approaches to keep me from being depress about having to grow wiser and all that silly silly celebrations. It's gonna be a surprisee. WOOO. Now it's back to hard-to-handle projects and never ending HW. Ah yes. Back to savouring misery.

you know, you shouldn't be messing with my head.

PitterPatter;

WonderGirl

2008-11-16T23:27:00.000-08:00

ENCAPSULATE THE FREE-SPIRIT FEEL;

Spent a quiet weekend in a secret escapade away from it all.. with just the ipod and a book. This weightless feeling.. it felt so right at that moment, I wish I could stay like that forever, leaving my tormented and angst world behind and just live a life whereby I just have to worry about today and not my future... I been so messed up for far too long and its really hard.. hard to face my disoriented and indecisive mind, hard to confine least broach it up to anyone, hard to be an optimist now, hard to find solutions, hard to think it'll be okay, hard.. extremely hard to face facts instead of truths. But as Shakespeare once quoted, "The miserable have no other medicine but only hope"; I shall repeat to self a 100 times, "The better is tomorrow". Kate Cann is one 'hella writer. Everything I am of now is what she has written. I shall seek solace and answers from the silly book. I am a ten year old WonderGirl as of today.

Woosh Woosh.
Melly-P

2008-11-13T20:04:00.000-08:00

So Keep Your Love Lockdown

I’m not lovin' you
The way I wanted to
See I had to go
But can’t escape from you
So I keep it low
Keep a secret cold
So everybody else don’t have to know

Inquisitive had it's toll in my life, Now all I am left to do is:
Run.

2008-11-11T00:00:00.000-08:00

♥♥♥ MY BEST OTHERHALF PIGGY LOVE ♥♥♥

Memories I'll Hold Tight,
Friendship I'll Hold Tighter..

Two years Of Best Friendship and It Never Ends.

FROM: Hearing me cry like a baby, Lending me your shoulders infinity and one times,Being so reasonable to me even though I know it's my fault, Tolerating my nonsenses, Letting me be whiney and complain about everything, Shopping like Krazy Goos, Gossiping like there's No tomorrow, Punking every small kids in School, Taking stupid Neoprints even though you hate it, Eating Macs at K.A.P randomly, Housing a Run-Away Me, Sleepover marathons and I get to be Queen on your bed because you always give in and sleep on the floor, Letting me have the best memories in Secondary School, Zooming faster than Lightning to my place when you know I was in Shit, Doing surprises together because you know I love to, Camera-whore partners in crimes, Laughing at my stupid jokes when no one does, Helping me clear Misunderstandings, Hear my silly-laughters, Watch all the movies I love but you hate, Buying my fav candies when I am down, Cheering me up when no one cares, Being here for me 24/7, Plan our future together, Channel-surfing throughout the day, Lazing at home, Suntanning or go Night Swimmings, Talk things out to me when I don't understand, Running all over Singapore with me just to get what I want, Doing Silly faces but we just don't care, planning random house activities, Remembering everything I say, Do what I love to do, Making friends with all my friends, Dream big with me, Standing up for me when no one does, Answering my phonecalls and we talk till dawn, Koping all my favourite shitZ, Kiss and make-up with me first every time we fight and many many more..

Thank you. I really owe you too much that I know even after this life, I'll still be thanking you. No matter how much we fight or we cry or we get mad at one another or we laugh so hard that our stomachs turn upside down.. I'LL. ALWAYS. BE. HERE. FOR. YOU.

I (L) YOU Other-Half. For everything you done for me.
Happy Nineteen.

2008-11-08T21:30:00.000-08:00

Killa Duds with Stunna Shades On PeepoZ \/

Piggy Luv's Nineteen and Andrew's Twenty-Third was a Blast at Zouk yest. Can You Say: Sneaking In A Thousand and One Times Till Succesful, People Surfing, Meeting Familar Faces After So Long, Paparazzi Gone Wild, Collaborations Of Shuffling&Dirty-Dancing, Mix and Jumble Friends, Meet&Greet New Faces, Drink Drank High, Cake Fiesta and I Really Lost Half my memory there after my number cant-remember-what drink. heehee. Shall blog again when I get my hands on all photos from Andrew and done re-sizing my side. Check my Facebook for Full Journey!

4mins to save the world;

XX
WonderGirl

2008-11-06T22:04:00.000-08:00

OverdueZz Batch #1

My Week's Chores:
-Ironing my life away (Poor, Poor Fingers)
-Grocery shopping with 2 pages of TO-BUYs
-All-In-A-Day's Work carrying back the heavy loots
-Full Attendance In School
-Enrol self to Basic1 Japanese Language
-Finish up my tutorials HWs
-Source out my Japanese Project materials
-Dial-up a million and one people to double confirm invites
-Plan Piggy's Pre-Birthday Parrtay
-Untangling those disarray feelings

Gawd. I wish I was granted more time. It seems like alot had been accomplished but each time I breathe in some relaxation, a chunk of more chores poop up literally. I finally came to a conclusion: NO MAID=END OF THE WORLD. Time to source out a weekend maid and take a short nap before I continue ironing. Brudder, brudder.
P.S:

Another Cinderella Story similar to the Hilary Duff one. Mymy.

WONDERGIRL takes offf.
swoooooshhhhhh!

2008-11-01T03:14:00.000-07:00

Distant Mcdreamy From 1982.

I finally spent a Friday night home doing something more productive. Now if only I got my Time-Machine to wind back time to my British Accent Mcdreamy and I met him before Stephanie does. sigh.. Anw, My first of a 31st that I do not do the Halloween Ritual with the cousins. Passing by cobweb houses with Jack-o-lanterns, creepy pumpkins and skeletons just isn't the same no more.. Kiddos in coolio costumes, Design a weirdo outfit and just pack plenty of bags for candies, Tour Guide to various happening houses, Fangs Candies I L-O-V-E the most, Grab as much as you want candies, Saying "Trick-Or-Treat!" or "Happy Halloween" to random people in da hood.. I miss the momentous memories. I kinda had a one of a kind one.. Those. were. the. days. Really.

Is saying Yes another epitome of the same fate again?

2008-10-30T13:21:00.000-07:00

PointBlank; I feel ya.

School is kicking my butt. I am soo drained out with infinity lessons to attend in the weekk. Sheesh. Anw, Update soon with Piccas once everything slows down. The weekends were jam-pack I tell ya!

Tennis And The Cheenas. HAWHAWs!

&&&!

See you Hopsters In Your BlingBlingzZz!

'Je me sens comme là n'est aucun
demain sans toi ici avec moi...'

\m/

2008-10-26T01:27:00.000-07:00

Bottoms Down; Boots Up.

Two Things:
1. Dr. Martens are the shytzZz. One day the sleek blackie is minee.
2. Marathon over at Piggy's for the weekend. Can you say KrAzY???

WOOO.

2008-10-23T22:25:00.000-07:00

MASSIVE UPLOAD TWO: DISPOSABLEx4

Hum to my rhythm..

The stars have all fallen.. Emptiness saturates in...

Can't.Live.Without:

"Purple Light In The Valley, This Is Where I Want to Be":

Hairy Crossdresser Big M♥:

Geylang Supper for De KrewZ:

Flea Schlea:

Twenty Big Ones for Joel:

Sub-Card Queen at mere 18:

The J.J.M ClubzZz:

Monkey Bonanza all together in ONE:

Wild Escapade with Hazel Luv:

Of Rainbows & Butterflies:

Always Be In Ma Heartie:

X Marks the Spot.
Yo-ho Yo-ho.
Today I want to become a Pirate.
ArrrrG!

-

2008-10-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

~^.^~ こんばんは!!! Ogenki desu ka? ~^.^~

Massive Upload Part 1:

Sworry. Piccas are in random order. Too lazy to sort out my soon-to-be-yet-again full piccas folder. HAWHAWs. Man, I need to stop capitalising everything.

Love is a temporary insanity,
aided by madness,
filled in by misery,
sourced by infatuation,
guided by kismet,
circulated by time,
ruined by jealousy.

To love is a hard thing.
But time and time again,
the rainbows of my imaginary 366th day,
taught me to do it all over:
Again...

(L)(O)(V)(E)(.)

2008-10-21T13:44:00.000-07:00

Dreading School Day One:

Major Dua Session. Thanks guys, seriously. So it was the trio again. Oh, and my ultimate chicken cutlet.. sigh.

my fav tattoo girl.

CHECK THIS OUTT! My Cybershot can do this; Can yours?

My Only School Survivor Kit.

One in A Mil Violations:

(Spy) Cam! Can it be any more conspicuous?

That so sums up first day. Alot play gangster. They decided to skip first week of lecs. I should join the club. Actually, I already did. Today I play sick on bed to my folks. HAWs. Anw, I got Jap Class tomorrow morning! Can you say: おはよう! 私は日本語および文化を愛する! 私を啓発しなさい! Yuppp. I am lovin' it.

And when I lose myself I think of you

Together we'll be running somewhere new

And nothing can hold me back from you

Through the monsoon..

I am such and incoherent person it bothers me.

2008-10-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

Without you in a day; makes it feel like forever..

A night with them is enough to throw my discomforts away.. Now I wish I knew how to do it without much help needed. Pffts.

Sometimes,
no matter how much faith we have,
we lose people,
But never forget them.
And as time goes by a lot slower,
when you miss the one you love,
it's those memories,
that give you the strength to go on...

Ps. Final Trailer of Much Anticipated Twilight Movie Is Finally Outt! Christmas is never sooner!

Such irrevocable and uncondition love one dream an eternity to chance upon, happenstance..

CrazyLoveCaughtMeOffGuard;
Melly-P

2008-10-15T13:19:00.000-07:00

Mixed Feelings- The Good & The Bad.

It has been like what?.. Less than a week and I am feeling utterly horrid living life without Captures that encapsulate vivid colourful sceneries; Special memorial-reminders to fill my life and Random people in Random Places. Shrugs.

On a mellow note, Big M just reminded me to go develop my two Mujis that were fully utilised within these past six days. So now I have to go and replenish that during my last few days before Semester 2 starts. Hmm.. I really don't know why but I actually am kinda delirious about school. Maybe it because I know I no longer have to battle the scotching sun and sweat like there's no tomorrow! And also, I get to wear all my knitted dresses, different shades of long cardigans and long tunics to match with my large collection of stockings! My poor winter stash of clothes! They been hidden deep inside my closet I think I will have a tough time digging them outt. Brudder. I love Cold Weather. Especially Autumn and Spring(not in Sg). They are the time when the weather is at the exact temperature for you. Not too hot; Not too cold. Ahhhh.. It is also on days like these you wish you could just sit by an outdoor Cafe alone, sipping hot cocoa and reading a book while people-watching. Sighh. My ultimate Living Tool.

Anw, Just celebrated 1# Bestie's Big 2-1. Have a tons of piccas taken over the week too but you see, I don't want to post up any.. Knowing that they ain't taken from my T70.. Sigh. I am a born child, prone to sadness. Oh wells. This prove one point of what Piggy said. I should just get back a Sony Cam. Now all that's left is picking the right model and dragging my Momma's lazy butt to a Sony outlet to purchase it! HAWs. Will do a Mass Update when there's an available timeslot during the week! Jam-pack I tell ya!

ps. Two things to laugh about:
Gerard's Long Snake
VS
Shaun's Fiery Dick

H-A-G-L KIDDOS!

F.I.N

\*.*/

2008-10-10T13:17:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY CAMERA = I LOST A PART OF ME

Devastated is the only world I can add to my already misery. And what kicks in the most? Knowing that it had spent so much glowing and sparkling glitter memories with me.. And now, its like a kiss and goodbye situation whereby I do not get my fair part of bidding it goodbye like normal people do to their love. A hell of a sentimental person I defin-socrazy-itely am. Ohhkay. this is getting out of hand. But nevertheless, I get to have a new camera! -BEAMS- Right now, A Samsung NV 30 has my name on it. uh-huh.

Alright, I have to head out to get my new iTouch back now! Shall blog with new piccas when I get my hands on my absol-fabulous-utely new camera! ~Stay To Dee Tuneee~

~*(^.^)*~\/

PS. PIGGY LUV'S BIRTHDAY IS ONLY ONE MONTH AND A DAY AWAY! So much to do, so little timeee!

PPS.

I so have to find something more fulfilling to do to curb my MJ's Billy Jean recent obsession. tsktskk. And may I add, The man still is a legend. Moonwalking his way to a legacy I think even my Great-grand kiddos will be still talking about. Wooo.

Over&Outt;

Melly-P

2008-10-08T21:35:00.000-07:00

Celebrating the Armyboys' First weekend breakk.

what can beat simple supper at wee hours then squeezing down town for a movie?

It has been heaps long since I last saw my Krew! Tomorrow shall be a purr-fectt dinner date for a quick catch up with everyone! WOO. More silly-laughing and krazy stunts! I have still not ask the B.B.F.L (BestBudForLife) how pain his Nipple piercing were! HAWHAW. That bugger. To think I told him I wanted to accompany him. Pffts. Anyheyys, I have been having alot of weekend stayover marathons at Piggy place recenty! HURHUR. Here is a recap of what we have been doing: SouljaBoiDanceTrainingSessions to OnlineShoppings(window) to RandomVideoWatchings to Mtv&DisneyChannelAllNightLong to MoviesWeLove/HateWatchingHaphazardly to CrinkySausagesWithAllHailChilliSauce to RandomLaughings&Gigglings to GossipingLikeOldLadies to LazingOnBedWholeAfternoon to SleepingInOnASunday to MacLovin'AtNights to ILoveMyPiggyMuchieBuchie! ♥

The last two weeks of Holidays has finally kicked in! So much to do so little time. I still have like infinity and one people to meet up before dreadful school starts. Brudder.. School.. Till now, I have not find a reliable/available persuasion for me to go school regularly except for the reason not to Do Badly for Sem two. Yikes. I sometimes wonder, if me and serendipity still works? Okok. I shall not ask for that much. Kismet will do fine too. Sigh.. At first I thought a change would do me better.. Yet, I end up with a heartb.. Forget it. The pain has already left. Probably the memories too IF you stop coming back. Arghs.

oh wells. I shall go watch somemore Jappo game shows! This time its dancing! WOOOOO.

OFFFF WITH LOVEE,
MellyP.

2008-10-08T07:00:00.000-07:00

The New Era Of MJ. I thought that they deserved to win if the Brits were not so bias over a thirteen year old boy dancing in the rain. Ohh-fine. The boy did deserve to win. Anyoverr. Just enjoy!

2008-10-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

Who Would Have Remembered?

purrfect bootss. meoww.

At the age of thirteen, spluttering nonsenses were my expertise. I love to blabber on and on to the whole world my wishlist, GUY calibre, future needs and what I aspire to be. And while catching up with my Long-time Bestie and Girlfriend (The JJM club; We cool kids 101 HAW.) yesterday, who would have known? The Return of the Polka-Dotted Pink Vespa! Hahaha. Thanks kiddos. You guys make me feel special, for taking me on one hella of a nostalgic ride down memory lane yesterday. Those.. were the days. hmm..

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left.. to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you wont sing along
You've forgotten
About..

Till I can reminisce the good ol' times and laugh to myself instead of streaming tears.. I. Still. Need. More. Time. Anyway, been too long without photos here! Will do a mass uploads so people can start stealing their photos here! Woo.

2008-10-04T20:32:00.000-07:00

Now I'm speechless,

Over the edge Im just breathless,
I never thought that I'd catch this
love bug again.
Hopeless,
Head over heels In the moment,
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this love bug again..

IF ONLY;

Too many 'IF ONLY's. I refuse to be suck back into the past. Darn that Lovebug. It caught me off-guard, so suddenly. And yet, now I crave for History to repeat iself...

I learn to live and live to die, hoping tomorrow brings a better reason to live for.

P-EACEE.

2008-10-04T15:04:00.000-07:00

When you live your life,
there's a horrible day,
but there's also an amazing day,
that follow behind it.

"You see, we are always too buried in our sadness to realise the fortunes we always had all along. To link it all, it's time. We all need time to search hard for that amazing day. Because miracles don't come to us, They make us work for it."

Can you believe my brother is two years younger but twenty years more mature than me? Three ♥s for Small M from Middle M! Heehee.

Soo anyway, just to update the lo and behos, my past week went by quite blurry. Channel-surfing the entire day while day-dreaming and not focusing; Shopping webbies to cease the shopping habits that I have acquire of lately; Pet-talks with the Big M at nights sharing his super single bed where I always talk while tearing and laughing at the same time; Sleeping later and later each night but the nightmares and * face are re-appearing lesser; Went to Sungei Flea for less than a minute and besides all the weird stares given, I got a free cab-ride home; Mini M has decided to not irritate me so much and taken a new fetish for Big M; I start to train my multi-tasking by reading, using the lappy at mom's place and watching teevee at the same time but as you know, I am not getting any good at all; Have stop reading Twilight series -stuck at Eclipse- for quite a period of time due to exams but prolong it as the story is getting a vicious bite out of my life and I cannot help not to feel torn and all depress everytime I start reading and every page I turn, I get deluded into my own angst hallucinations; Starting back my love for Archie comics and fancy digging out my entire collection of Cheryl Blossom and Betty&Veronica 'Love Or War' to re-read it; Sappy movies to get me through my sleepless nights; Crying is my new addiction to kick; Japanese dramas and animes are my To-Do List now; Coke is not a good starting meal of the day. And so is B&J's Phish Food. It gives bad tummy-ache, Realllyy Badd; Persuading Biggy Pops I do not need a shrink is harder than I thought; Smiling is my new challenge; Keeping the Brain in one piece is an even more difficult challenge; And more time to re-organise my brain is for the best.

PS. Miranda Cosgrove's Stay My Baby and iCarly are Coolios Pops.

PPS. I MISS MA HOMIES. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! ♥

PPPS. LOVE YOU MOST PIGGY LOVE!!! ♥♥♥

PPPPS. If I ever get a pup or kitty, I shall name it Sox.

OUTT.

2008-10-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING A* LIST THIS FALL.

I heard of time healing but never shopping healing. Hahaha. Guess I am still me. Compulsive shopper (window) 101. I think if I have to participate in some scavenger hunt thingy for clothes, I will probably be able to find it in seconds. Ahh.. the magic of Internet and my Fingers. -grins to myself- At times I find clothes such a prejudice. I mean, why can you like find so pretty clothes ONLY over in America while Asians are stuck with mundane clothes revolving around. pffts. UNFAIR UNFAIR! Hahaha. ohh-kay. My own myopic mindset. Go figure.

Better in time; Better in time. I shall start posting pictures up. Accumulated like a dozen sets of them. Arghs. Anyway, The New Game show 'I Survived A Japanese Game show' is showing now!!! I shall go get some action pack laughter from all the whacky games these language barrier contestants from American are force to play. Hoho. You definitely have to give the Japanese credit man. Their originality and inventive mindset for all their unique yet extremely fun and funny at the same time games! Plus, the audience are super supportive and very enthusiastic! And I like how they all do the same hand signs before the game starts, commerical breaks and the ending. Super cool! Like my undies pants! I shall now go learn the signs so I can be like them. HAWHAW. Bummer. why am I not born in Japan?

I AM GOING TO JAPAN TO START A NEW LIFE RIGHT AFTER POLY. okay. I was kidding. After University in Aussiee.

xx

2008-10-01T18:17:00.000-07:00

What is love to me now?..

Hard. To not think about you.
Hard. To resist not missing you.
Hard. To fight back the images of your face re-surfacing in all my dreams.
Hard. To not tear after I wake up in the morning.
Hard. To not be control by every thought of you.
Hard. To be an optimist about everything right now.
Hard. To not relate everything I do to you.
Hard. To prevent the memories from swallowing me.
Hard. To not cry when something reminds me of you.
Hard. To sustain the heart.
Hard. To move on.
Hard. To avoid trying to get you.. b..

No matter how much I try, it feels like I can't get you out of my head.. seems like insanity is drawing near me at times.. But you see. I finally realise that you are my remedy. Because the more I think about you, the more I realise. I can't keep chasing something that will never be mine.. Or maybe was never mine to begin with.

Hmm..

2008-09-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

Brighten up thy's day for once, me lovee.
You are for thou's keep.

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday,
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

x

2008-09-26T01:08:00.000-07:00

Lost in my very own reverie;
Reality has taken its toll in me..

Maybe this is what heaven is, to go through life collecting people and places we love..

And they then become our heaven."

-Here on Earth

There is a secret place everyone wants to believe in,
In there all I see is you and me,
Hand-in-hand, silly-laughing at all the memories we been through,
So much we took to achieve to this stage..
The reverie I once had..
Now, distant away..

Sigh. My stomach goes 'bloch bloch' the whole day.. And the mind goes 'missing you.. missing you..' What more can fall upon the misfortunes I have now?.. Heart to Heart Breafast Talk with Big Pops was the greatest. I love you my Biggy Pops! For being so overbearing, unreasonable, stern and yet at my deepest moment still know what to say.

'Piggy love, chin up kay. I don't want any more tears and pain from you.. I'll be here for you. Lovin' you more and more.'

I LOVE MY GIRLS. MY LOVIES.

2008-09-25T15:04:00.000-07:00

Good Times To Come; I Know It.

DisposableX3
time has no longer become my obstacle..

A little Sunshine love after the rain:

Extra-ordinary mundane Sunday:

Treasures to track back the Nostalgia:

The KING's BIG 2-3:

"Four ladies to cross over?"

Code RED Alert at NYDC.. Take SHELTERRR!:

Never. Better. Without:

Thy significant Of Thy Love to you:

Sputnik Troops Mayhem \m/:

Coco dear... Dearly Remembered by all everyone..
Time will heal; I sense it.
Nothing need to be said anymore; I get it.
Tomorrow will bring better news; I feel it.
Good times to come; I know it.

over-reacting? is that all you could explain?

X

2008-09-24T14:05:00.000-07:00

God damn, god damn

I was the man who took a chance when it wasn't safe..

And that was how we celebrated the enlisting Wang boys to army. More over at Facebook.

The fool I was. How silly was I to ever listen to every word you said. Stupid liar. Why?.. Why did you have me wrapped around you then do this to me? Why make my world revolve around only you and then turn it to a catastrophe? Was this three months even anything to you?.. Was I even something to you?..

I need a distraction, badly. Something to pump my adrenaline and cause the pain, the agony to flow away.. To make me stop poundering about misery.. or even getting you back.. -stupid, stupid me to think about that- To make me stop being afraid to sleep.. in case the dreams I dream start to have you in them.. I refuse to stay in denial any longer, or continue to be a vapid person. Time To Get On With Life.

2008-09-22T21:50:00.000-07:00

Your mind is in disturbia;
Welcome to the city of wonders..

"I always thought that there was, this one perfect person for everybody in the world, and when you found that person,the rest of the world kinda magically faded away, and the two of you would just be inside a protective bubble, but there is no bubble, I mean if there is you have to make it.. Because life is more than a series of moments where we can make choices and choose to protect the people we love.. And that's what makes us who we are which are also the true memories..."

-Forces of Nature

I seriously have to stop being depress over spilled milk. Bummer.

2008-09-21T23:32:00.000-07:00

If you are what you say you are,
A superstar \m/

I spent my weekends seeking solace from all that had happened.. and yet, all I got were the blissful memories tormenting me as I repeated the story again.. and again. It feels like the mind is hallucinating rhythmically with the story in a melancholy way.. The heart.. It isn't in pain.. yet just empty. Sheesh. this will take time to slowly digest. I felt so stupid bawling my eyes out for nothing.. Maybe.. just maybe.. all was really not worth it.. Let me face it sooner or later...

Reality has seem to finally clock out.. Reminding me that it's time I face up to this. No more time.. Mel, no more time to backslide. You. Really. Should. Move. On. arghs..

"Cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back
here to the place that we first met..."

More pictures soon. I need to get back on track...

2008-09-19T17:33:00.000-07:00

The Only One;
that blows my mind, keeping me mystify..
that remains forever my mystery.. to solve some day..
that I never seem to be able to decipher..
that constantly causes me to be in a fluster just by trying to predict what you do..
that runs all over my mind and inner thoughts..
that have me questioning my emotions.. my feelings..
that makes me have double feelings..
that causes a stomach full of butterflies swooping round furiously..
that time has no boundaries for.. at least in my time..
that makes me silly-happy.. so purely.. so genuine..
that gets me to do the craziest things..
that amaze me. leaving me breathless.

together someday?

it's every dream i have..

2008-09-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

As Cliché as this seems,
Love-idon'tknowyet- makes you do the looniest things..

The ultimate monochrome smile.. how it everyday was seen by the same old people.. use to do the same old thing.. forcefully need to face up to the pretentious world we all must lived in. Sheesh. Cut me some slack. I am what we merely are, only human. The naive, vulnerable and breakable ones whom gets away with failing to need to meet the requirements of perfection.. right?

I hate that we all are created to feel. Be it angry, happy, pain.. emptiness. Sigh.. I really feel so irritated of constantly having to remind myself.. to smile. To have to feel alright.. To find reasons in persuading and convincing myself that things will turn in a matter of time.. but you see. That is the deception we all know of so clearly yet sees it so vaguely.. I want to time-travel and control time. Skipping pass the anguish moments I can foresee coming and just pausing at all the momentous euphoric times and then rewinding and playing it all over again.. why are all happy times so ephemeral?

"I like to keep my one-of-a-kind special etch in my memory.. so I can relive them all the time.. and then know that the heart is not playing tricks with me.."

Who doesn't?

2008-09-16T13:30:00.000-07:00

I keep you with me in my heart..
as the days passed by, the photos grew with it.

The week had actually gotten by all smiles(surprisingly) with semi-drama pack into one. I feel that the weather has been lightening up like the mood.. Probably it's because I dumbed the whole pessimistic views and FINALLY accepted some optimistic thoughts. Hmm. Life feels like a bubble to me now.. At times I feel that the bubble has grown bigger.. Enough to fill it up with more beautiful memories that we created.. Yet, at times I feel it might burst.. ending all that I ever want-wait, cross that- ever dream of holding shattered.. leaving me dangling at the edge. This is not going well.

At least the nightmares have started to cease. Ever since god knows when I have been dreaming constantly.. Mostly nightmares that causes me to have different kinds of reactions. I either end up waking up in shock at many different time intervals or just waking up screaming in tears.. The best part is, I never really remember what they are... Lucky me I guess. Anyway, I got two retests coming up soon.. which means studying. pffts. I hope you are studying hard too..

So hopefully, this week will be a better week. Probably less contradicting will be good. Definitely missing everything.. it was soo good to finally see you after -what seems like- a prolong period of time.. sigh.

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you
I promise you, I will..

XX

2008-09-09T16:40:00.000-07:00

DISPOSABLEX2
after weeks of procrastinating, Piggy and moi finally went to do photos.

This-vs-That:

A Case Of Mistaken Identities:

Caché dessous se trouve un amour secret...

De (Night)tripper down H.K Cafe:

Offer-One-Night-Only; Phones trading for A bake rice Combo:

Acting virile nonchalently, tskk.

Mr Anonymous from 1998.. He told me the future was a stinker..

Tale of the Princess and Birthday Girl:

Pout that lèvres for me:

We did MOS like nobody ever did\/ :

Come away with me...
I should definitely stop behaving so masochistic and start taking pleasure in happier things. Barricading all sources of heart-wretching memories and pains deep inside my mind.. Brudder. The rain has been bothering me. And after spending one lonesome week of my two months of holiday from school, I definitely BEEN missing ' '. Not alittle.. But imponderablely, A HELL lot. Sigh. I wish the holidays will pass rapidly and the new Semester will start eventually. I never realise how a kaleidoscopic of events has been bestow to me. All of a sudden, school has become a place where the mixture of buoyant and melancholy strikes at the same time.. Or where kismet and serendipity attack with no fair warnings.. An unexpect turn of event it is..

Jeez. Somebody has finally lighten up, incredulously. I guess its thanks to Roger Federer (finally) first winning of the year and Fifth straight winning in the US open. Sheesh. I see the non-stop textings of the same ol' thing. Yet.. I keep silly-smiling to myself as I read what has been written over and over again. Hmm. an unexpected turn of events it sure is.

Till then, first day of school. Though you seem to drift further and further away from me when I'm blue and then float closer and closer to me when I'm better, I cannot help but question.

What will happen next?..

2008-09-08T00:30:00.000-07:00

Picnic Sunday;
A distant change from the mundane weekends that passes by..

The sunday played itself in a way of watching schools of fishies jumping in and out of the waters exuberantly and people playing fetch with their dogs in euphoric moods... damn. I need to lighten up.

Changes, it revolve and orbit round our lives daily. Is it alright to let it pass by so naturally or do we capicitate it to something wonderful and extraordinary? Embracing it unknowningly yet in foolish selfs with smiles so wide... Why am I so cynical. Why do I not believe that changes occurs to make one self stronger... or at least better. Why.. Do I not know how to do it?.. Often, I wish I was not someone that wonders so deeply in to it.

Hopefully time passes so quickly -the mood/phrase i am in- moves along with it.

xx

2008-09-07T01:43:00.000-07:00

Miley Cyrus 7 things kick socks.

2008-09-04T22:47:00.000-07:00

Hopefully I will be able to keep this up. I nicknamed it My Escapade.

ANW, I bring up-to-date visions of Ky's PostNineteen:

Jolly swell of fun the night began and it ended with loads to pound on as we crawl to sleep in spirits of enthusiasm and souls of burning desires; Drifting to the dreams we wish it never ends... the night it never ends...

"Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise,

In memory of what we used to call in love..."

I want to dive into the whirlpool of eccentric emotions, to swim round the mix feelings and to drown in the pits of happiness...In high hopes that sadness and lonliness will never resurface and saturate the heart, the only vulnerable thing we grow to protect carelessly, giving it easily yet returning in pain.

What.Will.You.Give?

;xoxo