When you live your life,
there's a horrible day,
but there's also an amazing day,
that follow behind it.

"You see, we are always too buried in our sadness to realise the fortunes we always had all along. To link it all, it's time. We all need time to search hard for that amazing day. Because miracles don't come to us, They make us work for it."

Can you believe my brother is two years younger but twenty years more mature than me? Three ♥s for Small M from Middle M! Heehee.

Soo anyway, just to update the lo and behos, my past week went by quite blurry. Channel-surfing the entire day while day-dreaming and not focusing; Shopping webbies to cease the shopping habits that I have acquire of lately; Pet-talks with the Big M at nights sharing his super single bed where I always talk while tearing and laughing at the same time; Sleeping later and later each night but the nightmares and * face are re-appearing lesser; Went to Sungei Flea for less than a minute and besides all the weird stares given, I got a free cab-ride home; Mini M has decided to not irritate me so much and taken a new fetish for Big M; I start to train my multi-tasking by reading, using the lappy at mom's place and watching teevee at the same time but as you know, I am not getting any good at all; Have stop reading Twilight series -stuck at Eclipse- for quite a period of time due to exams but prolong it as the story is getting a vicious bite out of my life and I cannot help not to feel torn and all depress everytime I start reading and every page I turn, I get deluded into my own angst hallucinations; Starting back my love for Archie comics and fancy digging out my entire collection of Cheryl Blossom and Betty&Veronica 'Love Or War' to re-read it; Sappy movies to get me through my sleepless nights; Crying is my new addiction to kick; Japanese dramas and animes are my To-Do List now; Coke is not a good starting meal of the day. And so is B&J's Phish Food. It gives bad tummy-ache, Realllyy Badd; Persuading Biggy Pops I do not need a shrink is harder than I thought; Smiling is my new challenge; Keeping the Brain in one piece is an even more difficult challenge; And more time to re-organise my brain is for the best.

PS. Miranda Cosgrove's Stay My Baby and iCarly are Coolios Pops.

PPS. I MISS MA HOMIES. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! ♥

PPPS. LOVE YOU MOST PIGGY LOVE!!! ♥♥♥

PPPPS. If I ever get a pup or kitty, I shall name it Sox.

OUTT.