I keep you with me in my heart..
as the days passed by, the photos grew with it.

The week had actually gotten by all smiles(surprisingly) with semi-drama pack into one. I feel that the weather has been lightening up like the mood.. Probably it's because I dumbed the whole pessimistic views and FINALLY accepted some optimistic thoughts. Hmm. Life feels like a bubble to me now.. At times I feel that the bubble has grown bigger.. Enough to fill it up with more beautiful memories that we created.. Yet, at times I feel it might burst.. ending all that I ever want-wait, cross that- ever dream of holding shattered.. leaving me dangling at the edge. This is not going well.

At least the nightmares have started to cease. Ever since god knows when I have been dreaming constantly.. Mostly nightmares that causes me to have different kinds of reactions. I either end up waking up in shock at many different time intervals or just waking up screaming in tears.. The best part is, I never really remember what they are... Lucky me I guess. Anyway, I got two retests coming up soon.. which means studying. pffts. I hope you are studying hard too..

So hopefully, this week will be a better week. Probably less contradicting will be good. Definitely missing everything.. it was soo good to finally see you after -what seems like- a prolong period of time.. sigh.

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you
I promise you, I will..

XX