As Cliché as this seems,
Love-idon'tknowyet- makes you do the looniest things..

The ultimate monochrome smile.. how it everyday was seen by the same old people.. use to do the same old thing.. forcefully need to face up to the pretentious world we all must lived in. Sheesh. Cut me some slack. I am what we merely are, only human. The naive, vulnerable and breakable ones whom gets away with failing to need to meet the requirements of perfection.. right?

I hate that we all are created to feel. Be it angry, happy, pain.. emptiness. Sigh.. I really feel so irritated of constantly having to remind myself.. to smile. To have to feel alright.. To find reasons in persuading and convincing myself that things will turn in a matter of time.. but you see. That is the deception we all know of so clearly yet sees it so vaguely.. I want to time-travel and control time. Skipping pass the anguish moments I can foresee coming and just pausing at all the momentous euphoric times and then rewinding and playing it all over again.. why are all happy times so ephemeral?

"I like to keep my one-of-a-kind special etch in my memory.. so I can relive them all the time.. and then know that the heart is not playing tricks with me.."

Who doesn't?