Monday, September 29, 2008

Brighten up thy's day for once, me lovee.
You are for thou's keep.

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both


I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know


If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday,
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep


Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains


x

Friday, September 26, 2008

Lost in my very own reverie;
Reality has taken its toll in me..
Maybe this is what heaven is, to go through life collecting people and places we love..
And they then become our heaven."
-Here on Earth


There is a secret place everyone wants to believe in,
In there all I see is you and me,
Hand-in-hand, silly-laughing at all the memories we been through,
So much we took to achieve to this stage..
The reverie I once had..
Now, distant away..


Sigh. My stomach goes 'bloch bloch' the whole day.. And the mind goes 'missing you.. missing you..' What more can fall upon the misfortunes I have now?.. Heart to Heart Breafast Talk with Big Pops was the greatest. I love you my Biggy Pops! For being so overbearing, unreasonable, stern and yet at my deepest moment still know what to say.

'Piggy love, chin up kay. I don't want any more tears and pain from you.. I'll be here for you. Lovin' you more and more.'

I LOVE MY GIRLS. MY LOVIES.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Good Times To Come; I Know It.

DisposableX3
time has no longer become my obstacle..
A little Sunshine love after the rain:





Extra-ordinary mundane Sunday:


Treasures to track back the Nostalgia:

The KING's BIG 2-3:

"Four ladies to cross over?"

Code RED Alert at NYDC.. Take SHELTERRR!:


Never. Better. Without:


Thy significant Of Thy Love to you:

Sputnik Troops Mayhem \m/:










Coco dear... Dearly Remembered by all everyone..
Time will heal; I sense it.
Nothing need to be said anymore; I get it.
Tomorrow will bring better news; I feel it.
Good times to come; I know it.

over-reacting? is that all you could explain?

X

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

God damn, god damn
I was the man who took a chance when it wasn't safe..




























And that was how we celebrated the enlisting Wang boys to army. More over at Facebook.

The fool I was. How silly was I to ever listen to every word you said. Stupid liar. Why?.. Why did you have me wrapped around you then do this to me? Why make my world revolve around only you and then turn it to a catastrophe? Was this three months even anything to you?.. Was I even something to you?..

I need a distraction, badly. Something to pump my adrenaline and cause the pain, the agony to flow away.. To make me stop poundering about misery.. or even getting you back.. -stupid, stupid me to think about that- To make me stop being afraid to sleep.. in case the dreams I dream start to have you in them.. I refuse to stay in denial any longer, or continue to be a vapid person. Time To Get On With Life.